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Auntie Toni's Dedication
A Letter to Grandma Rose
My First Christmas in Heaven
Guest Book Entries Prior to 2008
Auntie Toni's Dedication
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A Letter to Grandma Rose
From a Friend, Rita Marie
8/26/01
As of today, the whirlwind tunnel of events have come to a solemn closure.
I'm certain in my heart that the family now gathers their hearts in the wake
of this inexplicable and irrational storm. Please know that somewhere,
someone is thinking about your tremendous loss, in deep sympathy and loving
compassion for this beautiful and special family.
I come to you with no words of wisdom, only the humility that comes from
having endured the pain, the inexplicable pain of kissing an angel good
night. There are no trumpets to herald the recall of such an innocent soul,
yet the sound of tears of sorrow can be heard across the heavens. There is
no rhyme or reason for such a tragedy, just many unanswered questions and a
feeling of loss so deep, it defies the most majestic of canyons. My heart
cries for the Audet family and their tragic loss. My heart bleeds for a
mother who is left with empty arms, a betrayed womb and a heart broken in a
way it will never heal. I think of all of you, I can only offer my
sympathy, my tears and my prayers. Tonight as I cried and prayed many
nights alone for my son, I cry and pray for each and everyone of you. I am
so sorry for this ironic, absurd loss.
I pray the Lord will help you all find the strength to hold on to each other
as the task of supporting each other through the healing process has only
just begun; as the voyage through the gates of hell is reality for the
parents, and the challenge of letting go of your collective fears to help
your brother and sister to find themselves once again will leave you at
times feeling powerless and frail. I can only encourage you to believe in
the beautiful foundation Rose has given you all of love for each other,
compassion for each other, faith in each other. It will be that precious gift
that will help you rebuild the fragmented pieces of your saddened and
battered souls. I have learned it is a process and a journey that can only
be conquered with love and compassion. Compassion for the parents and for
yourselves to accept there will be times that this pain will consume and
weaken you - you are only human. Compassion to stand by the grieving
parents and family without judgment and with open arms for the much needed
embrace or silent tears. Compassion to understand that it is ok to be angry
at life for this betrayal of trust because we all trust life and destiny
that children are the innocent and exempt from danger or harm. Compassion
to wither this storm and its aftermath with your brother and sister as they
brace themselves for the slow process of redefining their existence and
their place in this world.
Love knows of no boundaries my dear friends, and it is greater than the pain
it will be greater than this numbing and profound pain. You cant love
each other enough, care for each other enough, feed each other enough kindness.
You can not consume each other with love or kindness, and you have never had
a greater need for love than now. Love for each other will help you through
each difficult day, each holiday, each set back, each milestone. Love will
guide you to that place where you will find the balance between acceptance
and anger. I wish for you all, as much love as you can fathom to bring
forth. I can not offer much but every prayer in my soul. And I pray that
all your children be spared harm, that they continue to grow beautiful and
flourish into the extraordinary men and women such as yourselves they are
meant to be.
I sit here in silence, angry and in tears for each and everyone of you. I
pray my son Julian who watches upon my tired soul with loving eyes holds
Amanda's hand as she smiles peacefully upon what she knows is an incredible
family. She is a lucky angel to have had all of you as you during her brief
yet meaningful existence on this planet. You all have been blessed to have
had her. She will always be a part of all of you and you a part of her.
That part of you that is in pain and empty today is somewhere greater than
our mortal and frail bodies, with her. I wish I could've had the
opportunity to offer my shoulders for crying to each and everyone of you.
All I can offer now is my deepest sympathy, from one woman who has walked in
your shoes a million miles, to each and every grieving family member. I am
so sorry for this horrible loss.
Rose, please know that wherever I am or will be, I love you dearly/will love
you dearly, and always will be grateful to you for being the guiding light
and compassionate soul who gave me hope and helped me find some sanity in my
darkest of hours; who gave me strength when I was too tired to believe in
myself or believe in the love of others. I stand in admiration for the
family you have raised, the men and woman that became from your loving
guidance and parenting. You are an awesome and incredible woman. Why these
horrible things happen, or are happening to your brood is a mystery to me, I
couldn't imagine a less deserving family than yours. But I do know that
collectively you will make a miracle happen. I'm sorry Rose that
circumstances do not allow for me to be with you tonight as a true friend.
But you are well taken care of by your children, and that is more than this
limited friend could ever give you. You all may not know it, but you are
very special to me. My best friend is in pain, and with him his precious
family, and I am truly, truly sorry for your loss. May God bring peace and
solace to the Audet family.
With love,
a stranger and faceless friend who understands,
Rita Marie
My First Christmas in Heaven
I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below.
With tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular! Please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not so far away. We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones. You know I hold you dear
and be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of my undying love.
After all "LOVE" is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessings or love He has for you.
So, have a Joyous Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
Anonymous
Guest Book Entries Prior to 2008
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Wednesday 11/21/2007 8:32:47pm
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Amanda,
It's been a long time since I've written. It's been a crazy year but I
still miss you even more. I couldn't believe how much Joshua looks like
you. I know you know this but saying it just confirms it for me i guess.
God how I wish you were still here. I miss you, I love you
Daddy. |
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Monday 03/19/2007 5:42:21am
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Hi Amanda
Thinking of you in this new year 2007 and wondering how big you would be
now.I wonder how curly your hair would be. I would smile at your chipped
tooth but you probably would have lost it by now. Most things would
remain you-like your big smile and huge hugs.I enjoyed Christmas this
year Amanda andnot because I didn't miss you-I did miss you. I am not
sure why but it felt better.I felt I could talk about you to people and
not cry as hard. I could remember you and smile. I could think about the
future and feel hope. I know you are with us every day. I know you
are looking out for us, for Steph and Tim, for Amelia and now Joshua.I
will always hold your memory dear to me and hope to live my life
stronger because I am your Auntie and I would want you to be proud of
me,like I am of you.
Love you
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Thursday 12/28/2006 7:47:57pm
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Dear Amanda
Hi honey. Wanted to say we miss you and love you and we are thinking of
you every day but especially during the Christmas season. Joshua is so
handsome and Amelia is so smart(and cute of course). Watch over all of
us,dear Amanda. Steph and Timmy are getting so big. We love you little
girls--always! |
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Sunday 12/24/2006 1:57:49am
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Uncle Jim |
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Merry Christmas Amanda! You are
now the big sister for two! Joshua is beautiful and I know Amelia will
take good care of him but please watch over the both of them for us. I
was online tonight adding some Christmas music to your website. We love
you very much and miss your terribly. Love, Uncle Jim |
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Tuesday 03/07/2006 8:20:36am
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Alicia Pierce |
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Wednesday 02/22/2006 11:16:38am
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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jim@jimcobb.com |
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Westford |
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Happy Birthday little girl! We
miss you and are thinking of you today...Steph and Timmy miss you very
much. I always hear them talking to your sister Amelia about you. You've
left such an impression on them. Anyway, we love you very much and we
hope you eat all the cake you desire...take it easy on the other kids up
there.
Love always, Uncle JIm |
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Wednesday 02/22/2006 9:25:33am
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Auntie Toni, Uncle Jim,Steph and
Timmy |
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Amanda
Happy Birthday little girl! We are thinking of you and wishing you were
here with us. We know you are celebrating in Heaven where cake and ice
cream are plentiful and don't cause cavities. We love you Amanda and
miss you everyday.You are always in our hearts. |
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Monday 01/02/2006 3:27:53pm
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Mommy |
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paula.audet@comcast.net |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Chelmsford, MA |
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I just wanted to say "thank you"
to our family and friends for supporting our toy drive for Children's
Hospital. It was wonderful to have you in our not-so-new home and just
to feel your love and support through the holidays. I know Amanda is not
forgotten! I received a letter from Children's thanking us for the toys.
Please know they'll be put to a lot of use by well-deserving patients at
the Cardiology Clinic. Thanks to Auntie Toni, Steph and Timmy for
helping Joe, Amelia and I deliver the toys.
I wouldn't be standing today if not for the wonderful people in my life.
You've been with me the past five years and I'm eternally grateful. My
grief knows no end, but you guys help me face it. I love you. |
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Saturday 12/24/2005 8:04:17am
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joan and mike |
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chelmsford |
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amanda, i can't beleive it has
been five years - please keep your mom and dad smiling today - you are
all in our thoughts - today especially. love, joan, mike, kasey and
matthew |
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Friday 02/25/2005 3:56:16pm
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Amanda
I miss you sweetie. We think of you often and laugh at the silly things
you used to do. You continue to be such a huge part of our life. Steph
and Timmy talk about you alot,and I think they have been telling Amelia
some stories about you. Did you see their birthday cards? This year
Amelia helped blow out your birthday candles-after we convinced her it
was not HER birthday but yours! You know how little sisters can
be!Whenever I get down about something I think of you. Your sweet little
voice reminds me of what is truly important in this life and I can
honestly say that you have eased so much unnecessary frustration and
pain for me. I love you Amanda.I always will and I wanted to thank you
and God for being a part of my life and my childrens' lives, even if it
was for such a short time.
Always your Auntie Toni |
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Thursday 02/24/2005 11:59:36am
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paula.audet@att.net |
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Your 6th birthday has just
passed, another birthday cake with candles without you to blow them out.
I can't let go of the fact that you'd be in kindergarten, next Sept
you'd be starting 1st grade. I know you're safe and happy but I still
miss you every single day. I love you Jelly Bean. I always will.
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Tuesday 12/28/2004 8:22:10am
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Auntie Toni,Uncle Jim, Steph and
Timmy |
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Amanda
Merry Christmas. We always think about you.Every year we see your
special star in the Christmas Eve night sky,reminding us that you watch
over our family. Wish you were here with us,but you still share our
daily lives with us,watch us grow,watch over your little sister Amelia.
We will take good care of her,too. Love you forever,Amanda!! |
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Friday 12/24/2004 9:01:39am
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joan and mike harkin |
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Chelmsford, MA |
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Amanda, We think of you often
but especially today, You are in our prayers. Help your Mom and Dad be
strong today for Amelia. We will keep them in our prayers too! Love,
Joan, Mike, Kasey and Matthew |
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Monday 11/22/2004 11:51:30am
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Daddy |
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joseph.audet@worldnet.att.net |
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I miss you Jelly Bean. It's not
the same without you here but everyday's a new day that gives me the
opportunity to think of you and smile, or cry. You never know how it's
going to hit you so you just take it as it comes. Thank you for comming
into our lives even brief as it was.
I'll always love you no matter what! |
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Friday 11/12/2004 6:06:18pm
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Michael Harkin |
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Just wanted to let you know that
all of you are in my thoughts and prayers. |
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Sunday 08/22/2004 2:03:29am
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Amanda Michele |
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Ahmanduh Mashel@Aol.com |
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Williamsport, Pennsylvaina |
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Hello, everyone, I was messing
around on here, and I put in my name, to see what would come up, My name
is also Amanda Audet. Amanda Michele Audet.
I am horribly sorry to hear about your loss, I recently lost my older
sister, about a year and a half ago. Its the hardest thing Ive ever been
though. But time does heal pain, and even though I still miss her, and
always will, I KNOW that she is with me all the time, but shes in a far
better place then anyone could ever imagine...As is your little Amanda
Marie. God bless your hearts, and you are in my prayers. Love Amanda
from PA. |
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Thursday 04/22/2004 9:36:40am
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paula.audet@bbdodetroit.com |
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Chelmsford |
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Spring is here and we're in our
new house. We have a nice backyard for Amelia to play in, and 2 little
girls live next door - they make me think how much fun you and Amelia
would have together. I know you play with her, just in a different way
now. I love you baby girl. I always will. No matter where life takes me,
you're always in my heart and not a day goes by that I don't think of
you. Sometimes I cry, but other times the thought of you makes me smile.
I thank God you were in my life, even if it was only for 22 months.
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Monday 02/23/2004 8:26:20am
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joan and mike harkin |
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j.harkin@comcast.net |
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chelmsford |
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Happy Birthday Amanda - We're a
day late but you and your mom and dad were in our thoughts yesterday as
always!!! Love, Joan Mike Kasey and Matthew |
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Sunday 02/22/2004 11:59:03am
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Happy Birthday little Girl,
Wish you could be here with us blowing out your candles and tearing
apart presents.You are with us forever in our hearts, our minds and our
spirits. I miss you so much, Amanda. I know you are in a good place with
God and other little children but it was too soon. I hope that all the
small and bigger good things we do in your name and memory makes a
difference for people and sick kids. It helps me to feel we are honoring
your memory in these ways. So many people keep you in their hearts and
are continually touched by our love for you. I hope that you are proud
of us, especially your mom and dad. Anyway, I will talk to you when I
visit in a few minutes and tell you some special secrets. I love you
sweetie!
Auntie |
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Sunday 02/22/2004 11:52:54am
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Tim |
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Westford |
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hi amanda have a great birthday
and we
are going to visit you in the afternoon
weve put a spshel suprise on your
card love you
love timmy |
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Sunday 02/22/2004 11:29:02am
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Beppy( Steph) |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Westford |
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Hi Amanda,
This is Beppy(Steph)I hope you have a happy 5th birthday. Everyone
misses you and wishes you a happy birthday. I hope God throws you a
great birthday party, with all kinds of goodies just like we would have
done for you. Wow, your 4 years younger then me and your 1 year younger
then Tim, pritty soon you will be all grown up! Amelia says hi. Now i
want to sing happy birthday. Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you
happy birthday dear Amanda happy birthday to you. How old are you now
how old are you now how old are you now?
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Sunday 02/22/2004 11:25:47am
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Uncle Jim |
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http://thecobbweb.com |
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jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Westford |
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Happy Birthday Amanda! Feb 22
will always be in our hearts and minds. That was the day God gave you to
us. We love you very much and miss you dearly.
Please look over your Mom and Dad today because it will be a difficult
day for them. Your sister Amelia is becoming quite the lady...she loves
hanging on Timmy just like you did...Today we will be celebrating your
time with us (of course at Nonna's)...I love you always, Uncle Jim |
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Sunday 02/22/2004 11:07:06am
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Westford |
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Hi little princess,
Hope you have a great 5th birthday. Did you know your 1 year younger
then Tim so you must be practicley all grown up! |
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Monday 02/16/2004 6:43:35am
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sharon |
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http://none yet |
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shazza35au@hotmail.com |
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Search Engine |
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australia |
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i found your poem very moving..I
too lost my niece and goddaughter but she was only 8 1/2 months old..i
would love to do a page up like that in hourour of her ..thankyou
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Wednesday 12/24/2003 10:22:19am
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Uncle Jim |
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http://thecobbweb.com |
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jim@jimcobb.com |
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Westford |
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Hi Little Girl,
I am thinking of you today! I miss you so much and it breaks my heart
that you won't be physically with us tomorrow when your baby sister
Amelia celebrates her first Christmas...you should be fighting over
presents and getting into all kinds of mischief...I suppose you probably
will anyway...we miss you terribly, especially on this day when you left
us...tomorrow we will celebrate your life and time with us and bring in
a new year filled with wonder and excitement for Amelia. We will
continue to tell Amelia of her "Big Sister"'s antics and assure her of
your presence and love...Well, I have to go, please share with the other
kids up there and remember to give "Biiiiiigggggg Huuuuuugggggs". Love
Uncle Jim |
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Tuesday 12/23/2003 1:57:04pm
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JOAN HARKIN |
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Amanda, I cannot believe the
time that has past since you left this earth. We will be thinking of
you, your mom, dad and baby sister Amelia and you will all be in our
prayers at this most difficult time of year!!! Love, Joan, Mike, Kasey
and Matthew |
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Wednesday 10/01/2003 2:33:19am
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Auntie Toni |
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Hi Sweetie,
Sometimes I get caught up in each busy day, getting Steph and Tim's
lunches made,working, cheering at soccer games,feeling the highs and
lows of this life. I always remember you, Amanda, always. I have your
beautiful face in my mind's eye and I have your love in my heart. It
takes me through the day and reminds me of what makes this life
worthwhile and beautiful.I brag about you, grieve over your loss, and
sometimes I scold myself and others when we whine about stuff that just
is so foolish.You have taught me so much about life, about love and the
spirit to think ahead, to know that there is a God who waits for us to
join a far better place.It's strange how I believe even more in the
soul, in heaven and in peace.You have made me a stronger ,better
person.I hope I am a better mom, wife, sister,auntie, daughter and
friend. Give me the foresight, the knowledge and the spirit I need to
make you proud of me, help me to do what is right and noble and what God
wants. I love you, Amanda,I always will.I love your sister Amelia so
very much,too.She looks more and more like you but I suspect she will be
very different. Steph and Tim love her so much,too,and I know that they
still think of you. I keep you in my heart...and I do miss you.
Love,
your Auntie |
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Sunday 07/06/2003 11:01:31am
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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http://thecobbwebonline.com |
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jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Westford |
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Hi Little Girl,
Another 4th of July has come and gone. I remember our last 4th together
atop the Museum of Science! You were so cute with Steph and Timmy.I
remember it was very hot during the day.You were very good.I cherish the
picture we got of you giving Steph hugs...I've put that picture on your
home page!I miss you and love you very much...the fireworks aren't as
bright without you but they will always bring a smile to my face because
I can't help remember you and your "big Huuuggggs".Love Uncle Jim |
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Thursday 05/15/2003 0:17:52am
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Name: |
Amanda |
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Revere |
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My grandfather is also laid to
rest in Holy Cross Moselium. My best friend's grandfather is too. We
often go there together so that we have some kind of support and a
shoulder to cry on, because there are usually some tears. Sometimes we
look at the floral arrangements and pictures that adorn the walls and we
have seen little Amanda's picture more than once. Since the first time I
walked by I was drawn to it because I saw the name, Amanda M.. I stopped
because that is my name, and I looked closer and I say the picture of
this beautiful little girl, with sparkles in her eyes, and a bright
smile. Although I am not sure as to why this little girl has passed, I
am certain that she is missed. Today, as I went to visit my grandfather
I went up to say a prayer for Amanda. Today I looked closer at her
picture and I was touched by the fact that this little girl looked like
she touched so many lives and had so much to live for yet her life was
tragically cut short. Then I began to cry for this little girl and her
family. I wrote down her name on a napkin in my car and I am so happy
that I found this page because it confirmed what I already knew, this
young girl is extremely loved and missed. Just know that every week when
I bring my grandmother to the cemetary, I say a prayer for Amanda and
her family. |
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Thursday 05/08/2003 7:26:47am
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Lara Cetrulo Thomas |
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Malden, MA |
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I'm a high school friend of your
Dad's...one that he hasn't heard from since the day we graduated...
I never knew you, but after seeing your beautiful photos and reading all
of the messages from all of the people that loved you so much, I feel
that now I do know you. Joe, I don't know if you'll even remember me,
but know that I'm thinking of you and your family today. |
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Friday 03/21/2003 8:51:57am
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Tammy Poitras |
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Friend |
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Revere, MA |
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Comments: |
Congratulations on the birth of
Amelia! You all have so much love to give and what a blessing it is to
have another family addition to share it with! Much love and happiness
to all.... Tammy, Bill, Matthew and Daniella |
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Saturday 02/22/2003 11:59:08am
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joan and mike |
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happy birthday amanda! we are
thinking of you today and hope that you will keep a special eye on your
mom and dad today! love, joan, mike, kasey and matthew |
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Saturday 02/22/2003 8:48:30am
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Auntie Toni |
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Happy Birthday Little Girl!!!
Tim and Steph always remember what I told them about Heaven...that you
can eat all the Birthday cake you want and never get cavities.
Wish you were with us,Amanda.Love you.
Your Auntie Toni |
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Saturday 02/22/2003 8:19:06am
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Uncle Jim |
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Homepage: |
http://thecobbwebonline.com |
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jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Westford |
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Comments: |
Happy Birthday Little Girl!
Today is your 4th Birthday! Later on today, Auntie Toni, Steph, Timmy
and I will be going over to your Mom, Dad and Amelia's house to have
cake in your honor...I hope your baby sister doesn't put her feet in it!
We miss you very much and today especially...you should be eating cake,
opening presents and probably fighting with Timmy over who is going to
hold Amelia...Even though we can't see you today, you are with us always
and we will love you forever. Again, Happy Birthday Amanda...Love
always, Uncle Jim |
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Thursday 02/06/2003 6:34:41pm
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Name: |
Auntie Toni |
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Hi Amanda
What can I say,sweetie. You'd be so proud of your baby sister! Amelia is
so cute but then again she comes from good stock. What a wonderful
experience, the birth of another baby girl. I know you are probably
teasing her while she sleeps, and wispering secrets in her ear that only
sisters can hear. What are you telling her,dear Amanda, that you will
always look out for her? It's a pretty big thing being an older sister.
I know the feeling. Amelia has a special angel in her corner,always and
forever. She is her own special unique person. She will make her own way
in life and we will love her for who she is and grows up to be. We will
tell Amelia about her wonderful sister who touched our hearts and gave
us a few short months of love and happiness. I look forward to my new
niece and all the fun and joy she too will give me,like her big sister
who stays in my heart forever!
Love you Amelia. Love you Amanda. Always!
Auntie Toni |
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Thursday 02/06/2003 3:00:56pm
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Name: |
Gina Register |
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http://ginana@webtv.net |
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ginana@webtv.net |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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malden,ma |
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There's a special place in heaven for sister's knowing how you watch
over all those who love you keep you forever in our hearts.I know Amelia
has your blessings and lots of instructions about your family.Our love
and prayer's always.gina |
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Thursday 02/06/2003 9:16:46am
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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http://thecobbwebonline.com |
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E-Mail: |
jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Westford |
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Hi Amanda, Amelia is so cute!
You must be very proud. I couldn't help but feel both very happy and
excited about Amelia's arrival but obviously I couldn't help but miss
you. You would be almost 4 now, about the age Steph was when Timmy was
born. Steph was so proud to be the big sister...just like you are now. I
have a funny feeling that you had something to do with Amelia's sudden
entrance? Were you giving her a little nudge?...Yeah, just as I thought.
Well, you've got more responsibility now, another member of your family
to watch out for...Amelia will know all about you and you're antics as
she grows up. We all love and miss you Amanda. Hugs and Kisses, Love
Uncle Jim |
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Tuesday 12/24/2002 8:17:22am
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Name: |
Danielle Colarusso |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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City/Country: |
Billerica |
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Comments: |
Just wanted to send my love and
let you know that Joe and I will always remember Amanda and send our
prayers to all of you today. |
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Tuesday 12/24/2002 7:56:03am
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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Homepage: |
http://thecobbwebonline.com |
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E-Mail: |
jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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City/Country: |
Westford |
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Comments: |
Amanda,
..............................................................I love
you.Uncle Jim |
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Wednesday 12/18/2002 11:05:58am
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Name: |
Auntie Toni |
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Hi Sweetie
Been thinking of you more and more,especially this time of year. Of
course,you are never out of my mind and heart.I love to look at your
beautiful brown eyes and toothsome grin. I am reminded of your joy and
love.Suddenly any problems I have just go away. I thank you little girl
for your love and the short time we had together.You taught me so much
about this life and what's truly important.I just think of you and I'm
brought back to what's important, family and friends-love. I love to
listen to the Faith Hill song Uncle Jim put on the site"I'll be there".
Even though it makes me cry I feel it says what I'm feeling-that you
will always be with us, with me. You are always in our hearts, in what
we do, and what we strive for in this life.I am so proud of you-I always
have been.I miss you kiddo, I miss you alot, and I can't tell you how
many people's lives you've changed for the good.It truly is remarkable.
Tim STeph, Uncle Jim and I see your star again in the sky. On cold crisp
nights you smile down on us and we smile right back at ya!Auntie loves
you Amanda, always.... |
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Monday 12/16/2002 7:44:29am
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Name: |
joan harkin |
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j.harkin@attbi.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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City/Country: |
chelmsford, ma |
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Comments: |
Amanda, As the 24th approaches I
can't help but think of you more often than I already do. You make me
stop quite often during these very crazy days of December and think
about how everything changed for your mom and dad 2 years ago and for
everyone who knew and loved you. Your short life has had a great impact
on those who didn't have the opportunity to know you as well as some,
but I can tell you, you have made a huge impact on me and my family. I
just wanted to take a minute and remind your mom and dad that we think
of all of you very often and that they will be in our thoughts and
prayers as the 24th approaches. Keep an eye on them and help them
through this very difficult time. Love, Joan and Mike
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Sunday 12/15/2002 6:21:35pm
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Name: |
Ashley Bowling |
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E-Mail: |
Narcissus90@msn.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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City/Country: |
Verona,KY USA |
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Comments: |
Love your poems |
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Friday 11/22/2002 0:51:49am
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Name: |
Webmaestro |
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Homepage: |
http://www.metropolis5000.com |
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Friend |
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City/Country: |
Miami,Florida,USA |
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Comments: |
Hi CyberBuddy Amanda! Very nice
website. Please visit URGENT my website!!! :) |
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Monday 10/28/2002 4:35:32pm
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Name: |
Paula Audet |
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paula.audet@bbdodetroit.com |
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I just read Joan's email
regarding the Jason Dedrick Fund. I remember Jason from the skating
fundraiser. While so many people gave generously of their time and
money, I distinctly remember Jason because he went home and came back
with a hockey stick signed by the Bruins and added it to the raffle. The
fact that he would give up an obviously cherished personal item for my
daughter, and for Michael, touched me beyond words. I like to think
Amanda would be happy to do the same, maybe she'd give up one of her
prized binkys. I still have them, and the memory of Amanda with her
binky in her mouth, the handle tucked up under her nose, will always
make me smile. |
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Friday 10/25/2002 2:25:47pm
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Name: |
joan harkin |
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j.harkin@attbi.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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chelmsford |
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i went on amanda's sight today
and it brought a big smile to my face - the picture of her in front of
all those pumpkins is one of my favorites - i remember it from last
year. your always in my thoughts, joan |
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Wednesday 10/23/2002 9:08:10pm
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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Homepage: |
http://thecobbwebonline.com |
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E-Mail: |
jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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City/Country: |
Westford |
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Comments: |
Auntie Toni, Steph, Timmy and I
went pumpkin picking last weekend...I couldn't help but think of your
picture in front of all those pumpkins! It's a very cute picture. Timmy
tried to buy every pumpkin at the farm but we settled for just 3. One
for Steph, one for Timmy, and one for you. We love you Amanda...Happy
Halloween. |
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Wednesday 09/04/2002 6:13:59pm
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Name: |
Gina Register |
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Homepage: |
http://Ginana@webtv.com |
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E-Mail: |
Ginana@webtv.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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City/Country: |
Malden |
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Comments: |
My visits often make time stand still and for a short while i'm filled
with the innocence of Amanda on sunny days I always say "You should be
out on your bike". |
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Thursday 07/25/2002 8:07:52am
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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Homepage: |
http://thecobbwebonline.com |
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E-Mail: |
jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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City/Country: |
Westford |
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Hi Amanda,
We went to a lake last week and all I could remember was you playing in
the sand (and eating some). Steph and Timmy both commented on your "shinanigans".
We all miss you and wish you could be with us. Scratch that...you're
always with us. Please keep an eye on all of us and keep us focused on
the important things in life like your family and friends. I love you
Amanda. Love Uncle Jim |
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Thursday 05/02/2002 7:17:23pm
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Name: |
Karen Leopold |
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hannahsmomm@cox.net |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Lincoln, RI |
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Hi Amanda
I did't get to know you as well as I would have liked, but you were a
special girl. I know you're Mommy and Daddy and hope each day brings
them more comfort.
Joe- I'm so glad you called today. I really missed talking to you.I will
call you next week to see if we can get together when I'm in Boston.
Please say hi to Paula and know I am thinking of the three of you. |
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Wednesday 04/10/2002 11:16:02am
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Name: |
Auntie Toni |
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Hi Sweetie,
It's been awhile since I wrote but you know that I think of you every
day. I often ask for advice and patience and maybe even some wisdom.
Imagine me asking a child, my niece for some help with my life!You must
be smiling.Spring is here and some nice days are heading our
way.Sometimes I feel happy and sometimes I feel sad that you aren't here
physically to share it with us.of course you are always with us and I
take that with me in whatever I do. I hope you found the chocolate eggs
Tim and Steph left you. They miss you but now they can talk about you
and laugh at special memories they have of you. I'm glad about that.I
hope that all of us can,with time, laugh more and share our love of you
with eachother as we share memories. I know Heaven is a grand place,
Amanda, because you've told me a few times,and I know that you want us
to know you are ok.I just miss you,that's all. |
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Sunday 02/24/2002 9:39:44pm
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Lana |
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Happy Belated Birthday Amanda.
We have you in our thoughts and prayers always but especially this past
Friday.
Paula and Joe may God grant you the strength you need to get thru each
day. Someone who lost a loved one many years ago told me that you never
stop missing your loved one or stop yearning to hold them close but as
time goes by it will help you cope better each passing day.
Take care of eachother. Love, Lana & Joe |
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Friday 02/22/2002 9:29:33am
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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http://www.thecobbwebonline.com |
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jim@jimcobb.com |
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Wilmington/USA |
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Comments: |
Happy Birthday, Amanada...We're
thinking of you today...Someone said it should be getting easier as time
goes by, but it doesn't...you should be digging into your birthday
presents and creating kaos for your Mom and Dad...instead you're sharing
Angel Food Cake with all your new friends...I know you're OK...I know
you're loved...I know you are with us everyday....It's just that today
you should be here with us and you're not...just in our hearts, minds
and memories...I love you Amanda and please help all those who love you
get past this day...We will try to celebrate your life with us today and
make you proud. Love, Uncle Jim |
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Thursday 02/21/2002 7:41:10am
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joan and mike harkin |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!! Joey
and Paula, We just wanted to send you a little note and say that we
think of you all the time but especially tomorrow. You will all be in
our prayers. Love, Joan and Mike |
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Wednesday 02/06/2002 5:31:31pm
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Name: |
Uncle Jim |
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Homepage: |
http://www.thecobbwebonline.com |
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E-Mail: |
jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Wilmington/USA |
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Comments: |
Hello Everyone,
Amanda and Michael have teamed up in support of the Make-A-Wish
Foundation. On Sunday, March 3rd at the Chelmsford Forum in Billerica,
Joan and Mike Harkin have organized a "Skating Fundraiser". For more
info please visit Amanda's site under Current Events.....Amanda and
Michael are sure to have a laugh at our expense, for sure! I can hear
Amanda now...Uncle Jim, are you sure you're supposed to skate on all
fours? |
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Monday 01/14/2002 11:43:55am
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Carmen Pichardo |
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New York |
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Hi all-
Paula, Joe & Family
Just wanted to wish you a belated happy new year. Once again, you are in
my thoughts and prayers. I thought of you this holiday season and
couldn't bare to even sign the guestbook, because i felt it was a very
personal time for you and your family. My love and good wishes are
working their way up to you as i write. Stay strong and smile...atleast
once in a while.
Kinds regards,
Carmen |
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Thursday 12/27/2001 9:11:50pm
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Name: |
joan harkin |
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I can't beleive a year has past.
I hope you are keeping a close watch on your mom and dad. i want you to
know that a day doesn't go by that i don't think about you and your mom
and dad. kasey wants to know if you got her red balloon that got away
from her? i know that you are in good company where you are. we will
keep you in our thoughts and prayers always. |
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Thursday 12/27/2001 12:46:36am
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Laura Stokes |
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Well, the holiday has past. Even
though you were not there with us, your spirit was everywhere to be
seen. A lot of us visited you over the holiday. I hope you could see us
and bless us all. I hope you enjoyed all the gifts. We miss you. Please
keep watch over us, especially Joe and Paula. Love, Laurie |
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Monday 12/24/2001 11:17:04am
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LAURA JODOIN |
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DEAR PAULA AND JOE AND FAMILY:
JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO AND LET ALL OF ;YOU KNOW THAT YOUR ALWAYS IN MY
THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS EACH AND EVERY DAY.MY INTERNET IS NOT WORKING SO I
HAVE BEEN ;UNABLE TO GET ON THIS WEBSITE FOR QUITE SOME TIME. i'M AT
WORK NOW, I KNOW THIS HAS TO BE MOST DIFFICULT FOR ALL OF YOU AT THIS
TIME AND THERE SEEMS TO BE NOTHING TO SAY OR DO TO EVER MAKE UP FOR
THAT. EXCEPT TO BE HERE READY AND WAITING, LOVING AND PRAYING FOR ALL OF
YOU. eACH DAY THAT I LOOK AT MY DAUGHTER I ASK GOD WHY, AND HE DOESN'T
ANSWER ME. I DON'T PRETEND TO HAVEA THE ANSWERS. ALL I CAN GIVE IS MY
LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP. PAULA I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE PICTURE I SENT. IT WAS
GREAT TO FINALLY SEE YOU AND SPEND TIME TOGETHER AGAIN AS FRIENDS. I
HOPE TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT AGAIN SOON. I HAD TO LET YOU KNOW THAT A
STOPPED BY TO SAY HELLO TO AMANDA YESTERDAY AND SAY A PRAYER FOR HER AND
BOTH YOU JOE, AND YOUR FAMILY. EVERYTHING LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL THERE. I
WILL BE THINKING OF ALL OF YOU CONSTANTLY AND PRAYING THAT YOU FIND SOME
PEACE AND HAPPINESS, IF NOT FOR JUST A MOMENT. LOVE ALWAYS, LAURA JODOIN |
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Monday 12/24/2001 10:27:41am
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Uncle Jim |
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http://www.thecobbwebonline.com |
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E-Mail: |
jim@jimcobb.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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Wilmington/USA |
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Hi Amanda,
Today when I got up this morning in the rain, I thought "How
appropriate" that it should rain today...then I heard you in my head
say..."Uncle Jim, I'm right here"...Auntie Toni was already up with
Timmy and Stephanie making breakfast. This morning we placed your
picture by the seat at the window so you could visit with us a while.
Did you hear us talk to you?...How about Stephanie's idea? She thinks we
should package up the "No Yelling Jar" money and give it to you Amanda,
because you've been so good...I said I wonder if the other children in
Heaven would agree or if they sometimes lost a toy or chair here and
there?...Steph said that in Heaven all kids are angels so angels can't
yell...So I guess you win the pot!.....Anyway,..I lost track of how many
times Timmy said "I love you Amanda" but I bet you didn't...We all miss
you terribly but we are finally realizing that you won't be coming
back...we realize that we have to be patient......One year ago today you
left us....(not very nice) but you also came to us...not in the physical
sense but you came to us though your life spirit....there is no doubt in
my mind that you have already intervened on behalf of us...we will never
forget how you helped Stephanie last year miraculously recover from
illness or how you helped Uncle Jim avoid surcharges! ....I can go
on...and I realize that this note is just a clutter and jumble of
thoughts, but I know you understand......Today, tomorrow and the coming
days will be very difficult for Mama and Daddy...please help us keep
reminding them how much we love them...I love you Amanda...bye for
now...Love Uncle Jim |
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Thursday 12/20/2001 5:54:15pm
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Name: |
Auntie Debbie |
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debrar@manhattanclub.com |
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Myself - I'm a member |
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My dearest Amanda,
I can't believe that it has been almost a year. I think about you always
and every day. I miss you so much and will always love you. Love you
always and forever. Auntie Debbie |
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Thursday 12/20/2001 8:57:20am
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Name: |
Toni |
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A warm thank you to everyone who
came to Amanda's memorial mass yesterday. It meant so much to me and I
am sure the entire family to see how much you all care and have kept
Amanda in your hearts.Love and support are so powerful, actually it's
the only thing that gives some comfort in our deep grief. Although this
really will be the second Christmas without Amanda, it in a way feels
like the first.Many people have asked what they can do to help, and I
tell you that short of bringing her back to us, you all have shown me
and my family a rich love that I feel in my heart and soul. It helps.I
ask that you keep us in your prayers and thoughts and to remember what a
22 month old has thought us, that love is the most important thing in
this life. I am so proud of Amanda. I am so happy that we spent as much
time together as a family that we did, not ever imagining that anything
like this could ever happen. I absolutely know she loved me and Uncle
Jim and most especially Stephie and Timmy who were her companions and
partners in crime. I laugh when I remember all that they got into, and
feel sad to imagine all that would have been.Yet I know that Amanda is
having great fun in Heaven and that in Heaven toddlers are quite patient
and she will wait for us until it is our time to join her.
Dear Amanda, hold the chair for your cousins(you know what I mean). Keep
an eye on them, your mom and dad, nonna and papa,Auntie Toni and uncle
Jim, ALL your cousins, aunts and uncles and Grandma Rose.Put in a good
word for us with God and help this world to remember the message you
have given us all-love is why we are here. See you in my dreams.I love
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paula and joey, today is
halloween and i actually was thinkking about amanda's halloween picture
that was featured, and how appropriate it is that she was a bright
smiling flower. i was also thinking about the two of you and how
difficult this day will be for you. i cannot come up with any words that
might help make this day any easier for either of you - but i hope that
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Amanda,today the kids are excited about trick or treating but as the
featured photos show we are missing a critical person in the threesome.
Steph remembers how you refused to wear the puppy costume!There was no
room for negotiation in that. You wanted to wear the flower costume so
that's what auntie did. You were so adorable. The night was wet and cold
and dark but you walked along with your candy bucket. I'm surprised you
could actually walk with all the layers of clothing I dressed you
in.Remember Bobby gave you a handful of candy? You thought, and
rightfully so, that the world was yours. The kids all loved you being a
part of their older adventures. They were teaching you about
Halloween!TJ was scrolling through your photos on this website last
night...I found him by himself, quiet and looking at you. He started to
smile at the Halloween pictures and kept repeating "Amanda is so cute".
They miss you. Uncle Jim and I miss you and it is on important days like
today that we really feel you not here.I try to hold on to some good in
this world,little girl. It is a mess right now.Look over us all.You are
safe where you are,but I can't help but want you with your cousins,
together in costumes, or eating turkey, or unwrapping Christmas gifts.
Memories hold you dear in my heart. Steph and Timmy keep you forever in
our family and in all that we do.Watch over them,ok?
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Hi Joey and Paula. Some time has
passed - and for some still standing still. I have this large 16x20
photo of Amanda that I had made from one of the photos that you had let
me borrow. I had big plans of making it into a nice custom wooden
puzzle. I had taped it to my wall in my office in the mean time to when
I got around to getting everything together for this project. Well -
I've collected everything I need. And yet the large picture of Amanda
still stands taped to my wall. I have not been able to cut it. I could
not see something so beautiful like this be cut into little puzzle
pieces. So there it stays on my wall, for all my admoration. I look at
her, touch her, think of her. Even after looking at her picture now for
months in my office - it is still difficult to believe someone so
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Total Entries: 39
Auntie Laurie Thursday, 10/25/01, 11:42 AM
Hi Joe and Paula, Amanda's spirit is here with us in soo many ways! We
are having a pumpkin carving contest at work. So, I went to watch those
who were attempting to make their pumpkin look cool. When I went
downstairs, I was greeted by a large cart of pumpkins. There must have
been 30 or so large orange pumpkins. It immediately made me think of
this month's featured picture of Amanda, sitting and surrounded by all
those very large and very orange pumpkins! And as I looked at that pile
of pumpkins, I could picture her sitting there, in the middle of those
pumpkins, smiling her big beautiful smile and laughing. We love you,
Amanda and wish you were here. But, even though we can't see, touch, or
hold you, I know you are there with us all the time. Love, Auntie Laurie
E-mail: lstokes@eroom.com
Mommy Monday, 10/8/01, 12:09 PM
Little Girl- so much is going on in the world, so much sadness and fear.
I hear people speak of love one minute and revenge the next. So many
lives lost, and my heart goes out to all the families who have lost
their son or daughter in the tragedies that continue to unfold as I
type. I see people around the world wave their flags and sing their
songs,I hear the politicians make their speeches but I am blind and deaf
to the politics of this horror, all I can feel is the sadness of so many
lives lost, so many tears shed. So many moms and dads crying the tears I
have been crying since December. Governments, politics and religious
zealots are meaningless to me as I struggle to understand human nature
and the physical life we are existing in. All I can do is hold on to the
memory of my beautiful, funny little girl. My sweetie who could drive me
crazy and in the blink of an eye make me laugh again. My little girl
full of love, happiness and promise. My little girl who for reasons I
can't begin to comprehend, had to go.Even now, I love you more than life
itself. Even now, I cry. Even now, I wish you were here with me. And I
am aware of what other families are going through as they struggle to
survive their losses, to try and make sense of the nonsensical, to find
answers where there are none. The best we can hope for is that we treat
eachother with respect and compassion. And to remember we are all
someone's son or daughter.
E-mail: paulacj7@att.net
Mommy Monday, 10/8/01, 11:27 AM
E-mail: paulacj7@att.net
Carmen Pichardo Tuesday, 9/11/01, 5:56 PM
Paula- Today in New York, as you probably know, things got crazy. The
loss of life was catastrophic, the pain and anguish in the streets was
evident in every face i saw as i jetted home from our new office in
Times Square. I thought of you, because i am sure you felt this pain all
on your own. I miss you Paula and Baby Faire was not the same without
you. I think of you every day and pray for you and your family. We
weren't very close and only saw each other a couple of times, but i
can't help but reach out to you every once in a while. Today...NYC lost
thousands of people for no good reason, the world lost Amanda and to us
there will never be a good reason. Just know that she is at peace in the
hands of the lord and will take care of you and Joe forever. Thinking of
you...Carmen
From: New York
E-mail: cpichardo77@hotmail.com
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Maureen Monday, 8/27/01, 6:24 PM
Paula, I think of you so often and keep posted on your well being
through Debbie. She is so funny and could bring a smile to anyone's
face, I'm sure you know that already. I can't imagine that the days are
getting any easier and Amanda spirit forever lives in all of us even
though I have never met her. Know that You are on our minds and in our
hearts and prayers constantly. All of our thoughts and love, Maureen
(Johnson)
E-mail: mauphil@massed.net
Auntie Laurie (4/1/01) Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:36 PM
Dear Amanda, It's taken me a long time to write this. Only a short time
has passed since you left us, but yet it feels like forever. I was glad
that we had the time with you that we did. You were such a cute little
button. So like your Mom and Dad. I still find it so hard to believe
that you are gone. There have been stories in the news about so many
other little children, almost taken away from their families too. I wish
that you were one of those miracle stories. It's not fair. However, I
have to believe that God needed you. You see, God must need more angels,
for that could be the only reason that he took you away for everyone who
loved you. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you in some way. Or
that I don't see something that reminds me of you and makes me feel very
sad. There is a little finger puppet, of a purple flower. It has a happy
smiling face on it. It looks just like you did in your Halloween costume
this past October. It reminds me that you were always smiling and
happy....Whether it was when you were visiting Grandma and bossing Zorro
around or when Uncle David and I were trying to put you to sleep or
stuffing your little cheeks with strawberries. You had a mischevious
glint in your big brown eyes sometimes, but you were always Daddy's
little angel with the beautiful smile. I know that you are safe where
you are and that you'll want for nothing. And that you are watching over
us, especially your Mom and Dad. They miss you something awful. We all
miss you and wish you were here. You are and always will be in our
prayers, hearts and minds. We'll always think about you and wish you
were with us. Love Auntie Laurie
Auntie Toni (4/2/01) Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:23 PM
She was smiling...It was my honor to help Lori in planning and promoting
these cardio benefits! The people I have met who were strangers to me
are now poeple who I know care aboutus and care for Amanda. Thanks to
Sherri and Stacey of Elite Fitness for opening their hearts to our loss
and helping us to do something positive for other children. I don't know
the names of all the people who participated and sent me kind notes but
Amanda and God know who you are. I know that Amanda will be forever in
our hearts and minds. Sometimes it's to painful but at other times it
feels good to remember her antics and see her brilliant smile and it
warms my heart, like she is there, for a moment. When I felt like
quiting the workout I knew I couldn't because I knew Amanda was watching
and I could not quit, for her. I will strive to continue that in my
life, and for her Stephie and Timmy. I will never stop being there for
Paula and Joe, for whatever I can do. Yeah, there will be more
events...Amanda remains in my heart every day. Like I said before I am
forever her Auntie and Jim is forever her Uncle, and my children are
forever her cousins. And I know that she was smiling that night watching
us, and I bet she was making Sherri push us harder, but I could hear her
"Go Auntie, Go Auntie" and I did...for her!
Uncle Jim (4/15/01) Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:14 PM
Thinking of you on Easter. Amanda, Amanda....I'm thinking of you
today...We miss you so much...Please continue watching over us and plese
send your Mommy and Daddy a special Easter message...I believe this
morning will be difficult to face for them,....they love you so and the
thought of not seeing you today in your Easter Dress can't be
described...but I hope they know that we will be here for them...as will
you...God Bless you little one and Happy Easter...Love always, Uncle Jim
4-15-01
Danielle Colarusso Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:05 PM
Thursday, 8/23/01, 11:21 AM Hi Guys! Just wanted to let you know that we
are thinking of you always. The webpage looks great and I especially
love the featured pictures! It is great to see her smiling face. This
picture has to be the cutest! Danielle
E-mail: dcolarusso@draper.com
Laura Stokes Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:04 PM
Monday, 8/20/01, 10:00 AM Hi. I was just looking thru the online photos
again when I came across the Halloween picture of Amanda and Stephanie.
The cute little flower outfit that Amanda is wearing is a true
reflection of her happy, smiling and cheerful personality. I have one of
those little finger puppets that is a smiling flower, pinned up next to
her picture in my cube at work. It looks just like Amanda....a
beautiful, happy, smiling most wonderous flower. This reminds me of
Amanda and I make a point of looking at it at least once or twice a day
- because it makes me smile too. Amanda, I know you are watching over
us, especially Mom and Dad. We love you and miss you very much. Love,
Auntie Laurie
E-mail: lstokes@eroom.com
Uncle Jim Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:03 PM
Hello Everyone, I hope all is well with you and your's. As I was
updating Amanda's site I realized I wasn't sitting in my favorite
chair.....this reminded me of how Amanda and Timmy used to fight over
who got the "special seat" at Nonna's.....the battles over that
seat!....Anyway, Amanda, if you're looking down at me now, "Please can I
have the chair?...You can sit on my lap". I love you. Uncle Jim
Web Site: The CobbWeb Online
E-mail: jim@jimcobb.com
joan harkin Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:02 PM
Tuesday, 6/12/01, 7:10 PM hi paula and joey - i just wanted to drop a
quick note to say hello and let you know, joey that we will be thinking
of you on fathers day. i cannot even imagine what it will be like for
you, but amanda will be with you, in your heart. i have been trying to
send you messages on the old system but could never get them to go
through. but know that you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. love,
joan and mike harkin
E-mail: mharkin1@msn.com
Ryan MacIver Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:01 PM
Friday, 3/23/01, 4:19 PM Joe, Paula, Toni, Jim, I sit here right know
and cry as I look at pictures and read the lovely enteries in the
guestbook. I only met Amanda once or twice and I knew she was a perfect
little angel. she was one of the prettiest children I have ever seen.
when I see stephanie and Timmy outside in the yard playing I think of
the times when Amanda was at your house playing with them. The day I
seen Amandas picture on the front page of the Town Crier I Cut it out
and Hung it upstairs on my wall over my bed. Each night I say a prayer
in her loving memory and I wish I could Have spent more time with her.
Sorry for your loss. I love you guys, Love always RyanMacIver
E-mail: Ryanfletch2@aol.com
Uncle Leo Sunday, 8/26/01, 8:00 PM
Tuesday, 3/20/01, 10:38 AM "Papa, there is that beautiful little girl",
my daughter Teres said as she looked at a picture we have posted on our
fridge. Without my glasses, I could not see the exact detail of the
photo she was pointing to. From across the kitchen I glanced and said,
"Honey, that is you". She looked again, closer at the picture. "It looks
like the girl that went to heaven", she said again. Stopping what I was
doing, I realized my mistake. I went over to the door, pulled off the
magnet frame that was covering the whole picture, and realized she was
talking about Amanda and Camille looking at a Christmas statue together
at my Mothers home in Watertown. I looked at Teres, looked at Amanda's
picture, and said to Teres that she used to have hair that long
(although now she prefers the short boy cut version. The words I told
Teres "Honey, that is you", haunted me for the next hour as I thought of
dear Amanda. This could have happened to you (Teres), at any time, in
any place. That very well could have been a memorable photo of her on
the door. It makes us stop and wonder sometimes, of how precious
children are to us here on this planet. I stopped to think of everyone's
life, and how much time everyone has. Do you know how much time you
have? No. The fact is no one knows, except God. People who have lived
102, 62, 32 or 2, have lived a lifetime, in their own right. Amanda did
not suffer when she left us to be with her brothers and sisters in
heaven. God knows that she is in a much better place. But for us, we're
left with this empty space, this empty time. I was fortunate to have
seen Amanda a week before she left us all. I remember how much fun she
was, and how unabashed she was at having her picture or video taken. Her
face always said, play with me, love me. In the terrible absence of this
beautiful Angel Amanda, I am sure she is saying silently, "play with me,
love me". Now that Amanda has gone, we need to fill and remember her all
encompassing presence somehow. Filling that void is hard. But it is
harder when we keep our eyes and ears closed. If we take the time, and
if we look hard and listen, we will find that Amanda has left a little
bit of love and happiness in every one of us. Some more than others.
Share her love and happiness with another child, another adult. We know
it hurts to think of her absence, but if there is one thing that Amanda
had a lifetime's worth of, it was her love she gave to others. Now we
can share her love with other children. Uncle Leo
E-mail: leo@leoaudette.com
Lori Greatorex Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:59 PM
Friday, 3/9/01, 6:37 PM Amanda, I wished I knew you better and I want
you to know you have touched so many peoples lives and you are still
touching many people. Amanda you have made my purpose in life much
clearer. Every day that I work on your fundraiser it brings me happiness
and pleasure knowing that I can help other children in this world. I
believe that you were here on this earth for a reason and were taken
from this earth for a reason. I just wanted you to know that you are
truely making a difference in my life and others. Amanda you will truely
be missed. Love, Lori
E-mail: 4greatorex@mediaone.net
Elizabeth Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:58 PM
Wednesday, 3/7/01, 4:22 PM hi, I am very sorry to hear about your loss.
I cannot donate to your foundation because I am fourteen. I can do this.
I can tell you that there was someone with her when she died, and she
had no pain. I will pray tonight in her memory. All my love
E-mail: Devilishiousgirl@tellmeimcute.com
Julie LeBlanc Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:56 PM
Saturday, 3/3/01, 9:47 AM The Audet family, I was deeply touched by the
story in the Town Crossing. I am very sorry for your incredible loss. I
just wanted to tellyou that I am also very touched by all you are doing
for the Make- a-wish Foundation. It is an excellent way to assist in the
grieving process in doing such beatiful things for others who are in
need. Amanda was a beautiful little girl. Good luck. Julie LeBlanc
E-mail: JuLeb@mediaone.net
Auntie Debbie Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:55 PM
Monday, 2/26/01, 6:03 PM Dearest Amanda: I miss you so very much. From
the day your Mom told me she was expecting you I loved you. I knew that
you were going to be incredibly special and that my life would never be
the same. I waited like all those who love you for your birth. It was a
great day when you were born. I cried I was so happy. I cry now, even as
I write this, because I love you so much and because I wish I was going
to be able to give you another hug and kiss. I send them to you all the
time, I just wish I could hold you and tell you in person how much joy
you have brought to all our lives. I love listening to all the stories
your family tells about the funny things you used to do and I can't see
a blueberry without thinking of you and crying. I will always remember
the last time I spent with you when we sat in your Nona's kitchen and
read the Teletubies book and when I'm sure you said Auntie Debbie for
the first time. I know your Mom said you said Teletubies but I'll always
remember it as Auntie Debbie. Please know that I take you in my heart
everywhere I go and tell everyone about how amazing you are. I show your
pictures to everyone. I hope you don't mind, but I can't help but share
your beauty with everyone I know. I am so proud to have been a part of
your life. Thank you for the gift of your love. Love always and forever.
E-mail: Debrar@manhattanclub.com
Sandra Castoldi Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:54 PM
Saturday, 2/24/01, 11:28 AM Although I did not have the privilige of
actually meeting Amanda, I feel as though I know her. I have read all of
the wonderful things that people have written about her. Memories and
funny things that she had done. Rest assured knowing that Amanda felt
the love from everyone around her. You are all in my thoughts and
prayers.
E-mail: sandracastoldi@hotmail.com
Jacquie Doiron Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:53 PM
Friday, 2/23/01, 12:59 PM I think of you every day, Amanda. With my
picture of you that Daddy sent and the little piece of paper with all
the scribbles on it (as if it were a personal message especially for
me!). I look at that everyday and think how special we are to have you
watching over us. I know yesterday must have been tough on Mommy and
Daddy but when I talked to Daddy we laughed a little bit thinking of you
and all the precious things you used to do. I didn't sleep much thinking
about you and how selfish I am that I want you back here with us. I
never got to meet you...how much fun I must have missed. Happy Belated
Birthday to You Little One.
E-mail: jacqueline.doiron@voicestream.com
laura jodoin Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:52 PM
Thursday, 2/22/01, 7:41 PM Dear Joe & Paula, My thoughts have been with
you continually for the past two months, but even more so today because
of it's significance. My very first thought when I woke up this morning
was an offering of prayer to God for you and your family. I asked God to
give you the strength and love aaI can only imagine that you would need
on this day.Thank you both so much for sharing her life with us all
here. Each time I go to your internet page and see her pictures and read
the words of loved ones who knew her I feel as if I am getting to know
her more and more. It fills my heart with love and joy. I have know way
of even comprehending your loss, and don't try to. I can only offer my
love and support to both of you and to let you know that you are
surrounded by love.Happy Birthday Amanda Marie! Love, Laura, GAry, Kyle,
Brandon and Kayla Jodoin There have been Angels in my life, while they
haven't arrived with a blast of trumpets or a rustle of wings,I've known
them just the same. They performed their acts in human guise, sometimes
borrowing the faces of family and friends, sometimes posing as
well-meaning strangers. You have known them too, when just the right
word was needed, when a tiny act of kindness made a great difference...
or perhaps you heard a voice whispering in the night of sorrow, the
words not quite clear but the meaning unmistakable..... "There is
hope...... There is hope."
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Maureen (Johnson) Imbrescia Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:51 PM
Thursday, 2/22/01, 7:21 PM Maureen (Johnson) Imbrescia My love and
prayers go to you on this day that Amanda turns 2 years old. I look into
my daughter's eyes and my heart prays for you and the pain you must
feel. Know that we are close by and would be pleased to help out in any
way that we can. Many years have passed by since high school, Paula, but
a mother's love for their child is shared by all of us and we are with
you every minute in such a difficult time.
E-mail: mauphil@massed.net
Nancy Sherburne Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:50 PM
Thursday, 2/22/01, 4:31 PM our thoughts and prayers are with you and
your families, on this very difficult day. david and nancy sherburne (joan
harkins sister)
E-mail: dnsherburne@hotmail.com
Danielle Colarusso Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:49 PM
Thursday, 2/22/01, 12:29 PM Paula&Joe, I can not help but think of you
on this special day, Amanda's 2nd Birthday. Joe and I want you to know
that we will always cherish the memories of the day when you came to our
home with Amanda. I can remember her running in the grass with her
pretty pink outfit. We were blessed to have had her in our life and I
know that she is indeed an Angel in Heaven. I only hope that these words
can help comfort you today. We love you and think of you every day.
Danielle
E-mail: dcolarusso@draper.com
Connie Francoeur Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:47 PM
my prayers and thoughts are with you.
E-mail: jdf91@excite.com
Uncle Jim Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:46 PM
Wednesday, 2/21/01, 5:31 PM Tommorow will be a very tough day for all of
us. Thursday, February 22, 2001 was to be Amanda's 2nd Birthday. We will
all be cheated this year and the coming ones....I plan on focusing on
all my memories of Amanda and sharing these memories with all I meet,
especially my kids. Timmy & Steph don't understand why we still talk
about Amanda...they can't understand why it is so important that we
continually include Amanda in our everyday life....Sometimes we feel
that we can't speak about how cute, or how funny Amanda was, or how she
used to turn up her binky under her nose, or how she loved to play with
Timmy & Steph, or how she would love to eat Kiwi after Kiwi, or the way
she'd give "Biiiig Huuugggs", or the way she loved to play "Pocket
full", or even the way she used to get grumpy around 4:00PM because she
was so exhausted, these are just a few of my memories....there are so
many....to keep them to yourself, I believe doesn't do Amanda
justice....I know we think that talking about them in front of Paula &
Joe will cause sadness, but as far as I know, Paula & Joe have always
taken comfort in the stories....when they hear them, I believe they
remind them of who Amanda really was and is to them...I love Amanda very
much,...she will always be in my heart and mind...when I look at Timmy &
Steph I can't help but think of her....I miss her very much...I guess
I'm content knowing Amanda is alive and happy in heaven with God and
Jesus,and I know I will see her again, but I can't help mourning the
loss of things that were supposed to be...our dinners at Nonna's, our
vacations together, our 4th of July celebrations, and our birthday
celebrations....This year there is no celebration, only a void...I pray
we all can pull together around Paula & Joe and get them through these
times....If there is any questions, just ask "What would Amanda say?" I
believe she knows all the answers now...and in time, so will we...Paula
& Joe, if you're reading this,.."I love you guys very much, and I will
always be there for you." All my love, Uncle Jim
From: Wilmington
Web Site: The CobbWeb Online
E-mail: jim@jimcobb.com
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Monica Rodriguez Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:45 PM
Tuesday, 2/20/01, 10:35 AM This is a great tribute to Amanda. She was
such a beautiful little girl. Please let me know anything I can do to
help in any way. My family's thoughts and prayers are with the Iarrobino
and Audet families.
E-mail: monica.rodriguez@tufts.edu
Rose Audet Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:44 PM
Saturday, 2/17/01, 8:16 PM TO MY GRANDDAUGHTER I know we are selfish
wanting you back with us,to make us happy again. With those big brown
sparkling eyes and a smile that would melt our heart's,a giggle that
would make us laugh.You were so smart- you could count and sing
songs,and loved to have books read to you.Your leaving us makes us
realize what a beautifull Angel we had,and now JESUS is lucky to have
such a beautifull angel with Him. I love you Amanda Grandma Rose
E-mail: thirtyangels@aol.com
Joan Harkin Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:41 PM
Tuesday, 2/13/01, 4:16 AM I have been putting off writing this to you
hoping that the right words would come to me that somehow might
help...then I realized that there are no "right" words. I wish we got to
know Amanda better, but I so clearly remember her first birthday party
and that little sweetheart who slept through her "Happy Birthday" on her
Uncle Leo's shoulder. I can not tell you how Amanda's passing has
affeced my life. I carry her prayer card in my wallet to remind me to
slow down and aprreciate all that is truley important in life. There is
not a day that goes by that I don't think of you guys. Thoughts of you
and how quickly life changed for you, I beleive, has made me a better,
more patient person and hopefully a better parent. Although we have no
way of knowing what you are going through on a daily basis, my hope is
that you will find COMFORT in knowing that you are in the thoughts and
prayers of so many. STRENGTH, in knowing that in eachother there IS
someone who feels the way you do, and COMFORT, in knowing that Amanda
will always be with you in your hearts. Michael and I are only a phone
call away. Love, Joan Harkin
E-mail: mharkin1@msn.com
Karen Rogers Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:40 PM
Monday, 2/12/01, 5:48 PM To the Audet family- One can only imagine the
pain and sorrow that a family experiences in such a situation. I would
like to express, on behalf of Crosby's Market(Manchester) my deepest
sympathy to you, Joe, and your wife and family. Your little angel is in
God's hands now where she will be well taken care of for eternity. God
works in mysterious ways, but he felt it was her time to become an angel
in heaven. May you never forget your daughter but, with each passing
day, grow stronger. With deepest Sympathy, Karen Rogers (Crosby's)
E-mail: krsarabell@aol.com
Gladys Toledo Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:39 PM
Monday, 2/12/01, 7:37 AM Joseph, I don't know if you remember me, but I
graduated with you in high school. I came across your site in
Classmates. I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your precious
daughter. I have a son who is twenty-two months old. His name is Elisha.
I can only imagine what you are feeling. Your little one is in heaven,
singing with the angels. We will pray that God will comfort you and your
family. I thank you for posting your site and sharing the beautiful
pictures of your daughter. She will be dearly missed I know. Even though
I never knew her seeing her site made a difference in my life. I will
treasure the time I have with my children. Respectfully, Gladys
E-mail: Gladys@spawar.navy.mil
Joseph Audet Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:33 PM
Saturday, 2/10/01, 6:07 AM Amanda, What can I say. Not a day goes by
that I don't think of you, my little angel. It makes me sad to think
that I will never get to see the world through your eyes, where
everything is magical and so brand new. And I'll never get to show you
all the things that make this world beautiful. You were one of those
things, and now the world is that much less. I miss the way it felt to
hold you while you were sleepling. I miss reading your favorite book to
you when it was time for bed. I just want you to come give me a hug and
say "it's ok daddy" like you used to. I miss everything about you. Since
that day there has been a hole in my heart that will never be closed.
And with every breath that passes over my lips I want to call out your
name. Please know that I Love You, and I Miss You. You will always be my
little girl. Love, Daddy.
Stephie and Timmy Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:32 PM
Friday, 2/9/01, 7:32 AM Dear Amanda, You are our best friend. We love
you.Did you see Timmy fall face first in the snow at Loon Mountain? We
thought you would laugh at that.Stephie got up high on the mountain,
were you there watching her ski? You are always in our hearts. We know
you hear us when we talk to you. P.S. We read "Time for Bed" at night
and think of you. Love always, Stephie and Timmy
E-mail: toni@tonicobb.com
Pati Halpin Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:31 PM
Wednesday, 1/31/01, 11:49 AM so sorry to hear about your little girl. My
prayers are with you. Pati (friend of Kathy Audet)
Bea Pszonowsky Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:30 PM
What a lovely tibute to Amanda. The love that she gave so
unconditionally will remain with each and every life that she touched in
her short lifetime. Mike and I will never forget her visit here this
summer and that beautiful smile. Oh that smile! She was a blessing to
all of us and she was blessed to have been born into such a wonderful
loving family. Her parents, grandparents, aunts and uncles could not
have loved her more. May that love and the love of God guide you all.
Our love and prayers, Bea and Mike
E-mail: beaza@juno.com
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Rose Audet & Rita Marie Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:29 PM
Friday, 1/26/01, 9:21 PM This is a partial entry...for the entire letter
please go to: http://amandamarieaudet.homestead.com/Rita.html "As of
today, the whirlwind tunnel of events have come to a solemn closure. I'm
certain in my heart that the family now gathers their hearts in the wake
of this unexplicable and irrational storm. Please know that somewhere,
someone is thinking about your tremendous loss, in deep sympathy and
loving compassion for this beautiful and special family. I come to you
with no words of wisdom, only the humility that comes from having
endured the pain, the unexplicable pain of kissing an angel good night.
There are no trumpets to herald the recal of such an innocent soul, yet
the sound of tears of sorrow can be heard across the heavens. There is
no rhyme or reason for such a tragedy, just many unanswered questions
and a feeling of loss so deep, it defies the most majestic of canyons.
My heart cries for the Audet family and their tragic loss. My heart
bleeds for a mother who is left with empty arms, a betrayed womb and a
heart broken in a way it will never heal. I think of all of you, I can
only offer my sympathy, my tears and my prayers. Tonight as I cried and
prayed many nights alone for my son, I cry and pray for each and
everyone of you. I am so sorry for this ironic, absurd loss. I sit here
in silence, angry and in tears for each and everyone of you. I pray my
son Julian who watches upon my tired soul with loving eyes holds
Amanda's hand as she smiles peacefully upon what she knows is an
incredible family. She is a lucky angel to have had all of you as you
during her brief yet meaningful existence on this planet. You all have
been blessed to have had her. She will always be a part of all of you
and you a part of her. That part of you that is in pain and empty today
is somewhere greater than our mortal and frail bodies, with her. I wish
I could've had the opportunity to offer my shoulders for crying to each
and everyone of you. All I can offer now is my deepest sympathy, from
one woman who has walked in your shoes a million miles, to each and
every grieving family member. I am so sorry for this horrible loss.
Rose, please know that wherever I am or will be, I love you dearly/will
love you dearly, and always will be greatful to you for being the
guiding light and compassionate soul who gave me hope and helped me find
some sanity in my darkest of hours; who gave me strength when I was too
tired to believe in myself or believe in the love of others. I stand in
admiration for the family you have raised, the men and woman that became
from your loving guidance and parenting. You are an awesome and
incredible woman. Why these horrible things happen, or are happening to
your brood is a mystery to me, I couldnt imagine a less deserving family
than yours. But I do know that collectively you will make a miracle
happen. I'm sorry Rose that circumstances do not allow for me to be with
you tonight as a true friend. But you are well taken care of by your
children, and that is more than this limited friend could ever give you.
You all may not know it, but you are very special to me. My best friend
is in pain, and with him his precious family, and I am truly, truly
sorry for your loss. May God bring peace and solace to the Audet family.
With love, a stranger and faceless friend who understands, Rita Marie
E-mail: ThirtyAngels@aol.com;Rita.Gonzalez@natick.army.mil
Paula Audet Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:28 PM
Monday, 1/22/01, 1:09 PM One year, 10 months, 2 days. That's how long
this world was blessed by your presence. I guess I'm more fortunate, I
had you an extra 39 weeks all to myself. I called you "my little angel"
when you were here, how could I have guessed that it'd be true so soon?
I miss you, your smile, your chipped tooth, everything that made you the
person you were, and still are in my heart. Not a day goes by now that I
don't cry but when I hear Steph and Tim talk about their "fingas" I know
you're still with us. You brought such joy into my life and even now
through my sadness and tears the memories of you make me smile. In your
brief time with us, you only knew love and happiness. Through this
foundation, I hope we can keep your loving spirit alive and help other
children and families who need it. You taught me what unconditional love
is and it's a lesson I'll keep for the rest of my life. I'm forever...
your mommy.
E-mail: paulacj7@att.net
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Auntie Toni Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:27 PM
Monday, 1/22/01, 6:50 AM Amanda, I think of you often and of the
incredible hugs you gave me. Your love is pure and unconditional, as all
love should be. I feel you in the sunshine, the glistening snow and the
bright star over my house each night.I see you when I look at Steph and
Timmy, I hug you when I hug them, I kiss you when I kiss them. You are
with us always, in our hearts and in our minds.Your cousins miss you, we
laugh at your funny antics, we give BIG HUGS, and we "throw it away",
and we "..ank you" for being a part of our lives, however briefly.You
made a big impact for such a little girl, more so than many aged
adults.I ask God, not why you were taken from us, but why you were given
to us.To teach us LOVE, to have felt truly loved by you.What else can we
learn from the time you were with us? That is my focus now. Always your
auntie, Toni
Web Site: The CobbWeb Online
E-mail: toni@tonicobb.com
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Darian Leigh Greatorex Sunday, 8/26/01, 7:25 PM
Thursday, 1/18/01, 3:56 PM Dear Paula, I love you, and most of all I
love Amanda too. I miss you both very much. Love, Darian
E-mail: 4greatorex@mediaone.net
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